virginiawang
09-26-2011, 05:07 PM
I feel gratitude and, whatever it was that I cannot portray by words, to the extent that my whole frame trembled, though slightly over the course of the whole evening. I am proud of my ability to translate well. I think I have been changed into the one I used to be, many many years ago, when I was ranked among the top of the girls in my country. Though I never did my study at that school, I always felt myself above all. This feel left me since a long time ago, and I have been laughed at by all, all I know of. When I almost believed that I was an idiot, fit for nothing, a beautiful heart.....
I want to do my best to translate, to tell myself that I can direct my glance above all once more. I do not have a family, because they all hate me, and wish to hurt me with their utmost effort. If it had not been for grandma, I would have dropped into a hell. I always wanted to believe him, but it was not until this moment, tonight that I realized, all at once, that I do not want to think. Yes, my words still failed me, and I must stop. I want to write more after a few days.
I want to do my best to translate, to tell myself that I can direct my glance above all once more. I do not have a family, because they all hate me, and wish to hurt me with their utmost effort. If it had not been for grandma, I would have dropped into a hell. I always wanted to believe him, but it was not until this moment, tonight that I realized, all at once, that I do not want to think. Yes, my words still failed me, and I must stop. I want to write more after a few days.