She has a crush on me

[osho]

She has a crush on me

I know it is one-sided
I know it will become costly
I know it will disrepute me
I know it has not grown naturally

I melted like a snowball in her hot blue eyes
She grabbed and clutched me and changed me into a plaything
It is unphysical, yet I thawed
My maleness submerged before the heat of femininity

I thought and thought to stand firmly like a mountain
The crush of her lusty eyes is hammering on my yielding spirit

I know it will pass like Irene Hurricane
I know it will vanish like morning dewdrops
I know she is too delicate to damage me
I know it is her nature that wants something
I know nature has made her incomplete without me

She knows it things cannot last long of this nature
She knows I am lovelorn
It will fleet like the mark of the wind in a sandy desert

Finally I realize I am the sky and she is the earth
If I do not fall like raindrops she cannot fertilize and fructify

I chose to be in her grip

The earth got soaked for regeneration




I am not a poet though I always loved to be one. I have read plenty of poems and yet I never wrote one. Somebody urged me to write a poem of my own and with some dedication to that inspiring person I have written this.

I know this poem is written by an unripe poet and it lacks the craft necessary for poetry. I will be happy to read your comments