My Pleasure

[Jerrybaldy]

When my pleasure
is on my fingers
I despair at just
what pleasure is.
When you smile sweet
like the lolly pop,
I forget
how shi t you taste.
When I get lost
I look for the light,
its a tv ad
promising holidays
are coming.
When I look
for a hero,
well, Dad
being alive would be good.
Surely to f ucking God
that as a given,
would be understood.
I am in trouble,
surely some
f ucker
should
be here
if they could.

[weltanschauung]

nobody ever is.

[hillwalker]

I wonder whether or not the Samaritans read these pages - I'm guessing not.

So you're stuck with your words and memories then - same as most of us on here, who would rather share our view of life and perhaps be understood by just one reader than accept we truly are alone in the world.

H

[Haunted]

very troubling, and you conveyed it so well.