nightshifft
12-22-2010, 12:32 AM
Ghost of Christmas past
Christmas has come again
to haunt me torment me with
ghost of Christmas past
I see my friends having such fun making plans
spending time with loved ones
I have none
pasted on face for family and friends
while my heart breaks from within
each year its worse being alone
I dream of someone special
who will always be there
spending life together
everyday a Christmas time
I blame not the world
the guilt is all mine
always alone at holiday time
some flaw in my being
who can say
what's keeps love at bay
it hurts so deeply
I pray someday
someone will love me for
who i am
what I have to give
loving them through the holidays
and every day after will be
Christmas to me
dark 2010
ok guys this holliday season is harder than most not sure i am going to make it :(
Christmas has come again
to haunt me torment me with
ghost of Christmas past
I see my friends having such fun making plans
spending time with loved ones
I have none
pasted on face for family and friends
while my heart breaks from within
each year its worse being alone
I dream of someone special
who will always be there
spending life together
everyday a Christmas time
I blame not the world
the guilt is all mine
always alone at holiday time
some flaw in my being
who can say
what's keeps love at bay
it hurts so deeply
I pray someday
someone will love me for
who i am
what I have to give
loving them through the holidays
and every day after will be
Christmas to me
dark 2010
ok guys this holliday season is harder than most not sure i am going to make it :(