A Mother's suffering (Health)

[zoolane]

Dear Dairy 5TH of Feb 2010

My dearest and only one son. I wish I could change place with him.
What earth trigger is awful disease in him? If only I knew.
It's the media, pop stars and celebrity people? that made him
into match stick of person.

When he was young, he ate everything in sight and once
he ate worms.:rofl: Please god help son get better. I will
going to devil if only you will make him better.

[zoolane]

Dear diary, 6Th of Feb 2010.

He passing away before our eyes. My desire
is spiral out control. I crying myself to sleep
last night. Today I went on Internet and found
a website called 'Arounding the dinner table'.
Which great we not alone and on there always
someone to talking to. I need to get referral
for him to specialist soon as possible.

I am now on sleeping tablets but I am so scared.

[hillwalker]

I think when you combine all the diary entries - Luke's diary and his mother's diary - you will probably have a powerful story written in a very original style. Graet stuff.

H

[zoolane]

Dear diary, Monday 1ST Feb 2010.

I manage skip breakfast again because their busy argue again.
Today was horror. I had sit next the with best body in the school.
Her collar bone was stick out. I wish mine was like that.
I AM FAT I AM FAT!!! I wish I was size zero.
At lunch, I had get chips and burger. Which I force down my
throat but slim was nice. Soon as I could made
my excuse to Dan. I hurried of to disable toilet.
I struck fingers down and purge into heaven.


Dear diary, Tuesday 9Th Feb 2010.

I have avoid eating a property for 2 days now. I was feel great.
Today is dreadful, I was called to nurse office and Dr was here.
I got weight on scale. I am 7Stone and I AM STILL SO FAT.
The Dr made notes and said 'I was under weight'. I know
truth I AM FAT. I need to get 5 stone or less.

My ribs, hips and collar still do not stick enough.
I found great website with tips on everything.
I LOVE PRO-ANA.

[zoolane]

I think when you combine all the diary entries - Luke's diary and his mother's diary - you will probably have a powerful story written in a very original style. Graet stuff.

H
Thank you I was think same but was sure.

[zoolane]

Dear dairy, 15TH of Feb 2010.

I had appointment at Specialist counsellor today
Luke came to. Had quick chat on own with her
so did my brave son. We made round today also
see the a Psychiatrist, a Psychologist, a nurse
and last all a Dietitian. Luke was UN interest
in it all.

Next was treatment plan. I have so much info
to reading and lots more questions.
I just hope that Luke will show sign of
get better. Please God. I do love
him. Please don't let me lose him.

[zoolane]

Dear diary, Thursday 18Th Feb 2010.

I haven't being at school for few days, not from when
I collapse in hall last Friday. My parents' are force feed me like baby.
I had play long bit because threaten me with hospital.
But lucky enough I have some laxatives and purge still
with pens or pencils. My fingers hurt went I try to do myself.
Still not reach my goal of 3 stone. I got 1 stone to go.
I AM FAT. I AM FAT. I AM FAT.
Weird thing happened other day, I cut myself by accident
but I felt sense of freedom as blood run down my hand.

[Delta40]

The pain of a mother is so obvious in your writing.

[zoolane]

Dear dairy, 25TH of Feb 2010

Luke was so despond that home that
we had no choice when I couldn't wake
my dearest son from he sleep.

He has being hospital for 3 days.
With our permission a feed tube
has worked in magic to save him.
Thank you God for help him.

[zoolane]

Dear dairy, Sunday 28Th Feb 2010.

I have being in hospital now for 4 days, I was admitting
because passed out at dinner table and had blood
dipping from my sleeves. I wish leave me alone.
They are force feeding me with tube in stomach.
1St one try was down my nose but with all might
manage out and much parents disguise.
I am now 2 stone. I am still so fat.
I NEED TO BE 0 STONE, TO BE HAPPY.