i love my life and to be stone

[nightshifft]

i love my life

i love the blindness that stops you from loveing me
i love the coldness that once was fire
i love the lonelyness that lives inside
i love the smile that used to grace your face
i love the way you inspire me to cry
i love the way i wither and die
i love the tears lost unnoticed in the dirt
i love the darkness that grips my mind
i love the child that will never be mine
i love the fact that iam running out of time
i love the lover who beckons from memorys past
i love the cold spector of my own death
i love to hate this horrible fate
dark



to be stone


never knowing sadness

never knowing fear

never knowing love

to be a stone such a easy thing

all you need do is to sit and be alone

never a thought never a care not missed if your not there

patiently waiting for what ever comes along

motionless is the stone

that sits waiting all alone

waiting while life glides past

watching waiting for its chance

to be picked up admired for its strength

or to be cast aside with out a second glance

waiting while time passes by

waiting for love waiting for life

waiting for something like a chance

never knowing tears

I sit alone each night

my mind racing silently screaming

silently dreaming

soul bleeding

reaching out struggling

pleading to be a stone just one more

night



dark