MaryJanesCircle
12-28-2009, 06:42 PM
This is a song, so the meter changes obviously. I am not going to promote the song, and it's not what this post is meant for, but if anyone is curious to hear, you can message me.
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I knew I couldn't keep my cool;
who was I really trying to fool?
It breaks my heart that I acted so cruel;
my words were my armour; you're beautiful.
No, you didn't deserve any of this;
I told you I was a kid, now you know what I meant.
That's how it's been for as long as I've lived;
And I'm afraid that's how it'll remain until the end.
I just want you to know:
I gotta let you go;
for the longer I stay, the more you'll see my pain and heartache.
That's how it's always been;
why did I expect this time would turn out any different?
It was all of my insecurities;
it was nothing you did-no, it was totally me.
I wish that none of this would've come to be;
my dreams turned into nightmares in just one week.
I held your hand 'cause that type of touch
made me believe I was holding your love.
I acted stupid and in a rush,
But I was scared that tomorrow may never come.
And it hurts me to think,
I treated you this way,
when all I wanted to do was to show that I cared about you.
And as bad as this may sound,
I wouldn't change anything,
it would happen eventually.
I never thought I would make you cry;
seeing your tears really killed me inside.
For I know I'm the reason why
you're having to tell me goodbye.
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I knew I couldn't keep my cool;
who was I really trying to fool?
It breaks my heart that I acted so cruel;
my words were my armour; you're beautiful.
No, you didn't deserve any of this;
I told you I was a kid, now you know what I meant.
That's how it's been for as long as I've lived;
And I'm afraid that's how it'll remain until the end.
I just want you to know:
I gotta let you go;
for the longer I stay, the more you'll see my pain and heartache.
That's how it's always been;
why did I expect this time would turn out any different?
It was all of my insecurities;
it was nothing you did-no, it was totally me.
I wish that none of this would've come to be;
my dreams turned into nightmares in just one week.
I held your hand 'cause that type of touch
made me believe I was holding your love.
I acted stupid and in a rush,
But I was scared that tomorrow may never come.
And it hurts me to think,
I treated you this way,
when all I wanted to do was to show that I cared about you.
And as bad as this may sound,
I wouldn't change anything,
it would happen eventually.
I never thought I would make you cry;
seeing your tears really killed me inside.
For I know I'm the reason why
you're having to tell me goodbye.