Humble_Wolf
12-07-2009, 04:58 PM
Indifference is the only way to express the way I feel about the place I call home. The world is such an interesting place that keeps me in a state of constant change. As the perpetual downfall of my enthusiasm for the place that I once called, “Home”, I hear a distant bell that calls me away to another destination. These forlorn days of waiting and this hearts burning desire are so evident and bright in my eyes, that everyday stuck here is like a lifetime of dying slowly. My heart perpetuates this feeling and amplifying it to the greatest of its ability. I am sick of wanting what I am not yet able to have, my heart wants so desperately to answer this dream and I am helpless to its call. I am tired of the normality of this place and what is expected out of everyone. What about what we want as people? The nine to five, working diligently for a self serving sycophant, is that what we truly desire? I am in search of new kind of education, I seek wisdom, and I seek knowledge. Through my travels I desire nothing more than to learn, learn as much as I possibly can before I end up in the earth. I choose the world to be my classroom and my experiences to be my teacher. I want to learn in the sense of the planet and the very nature of all things viable to the continued existence of this world. There is an unspoken language between all things, a constant connection, a chain if you will that binds everything in unity whether we choose acknowledge it or not. I wish to understand this connection before my time has ended. It is truly incredible and I have to pay homage to the earth’s natural order of things. It’s amazing and undeniable ability to call out to you; if you answer that call, it can drastically alter your life. The earth calls to everyone, but it is up to you whether you choose to listen or even acknowledge that call. I am still so very young but not without direction it is so very sad to me that my choice of action is generally frowned upon by my peers and elders. I want to live life through my own eyes and to be a reflection of those before me. I want to live my life not through possession but through vision, enjoy the finer things, like getting lost in a new place, not lost in a digital screen. Explore the very nature of you and learn your limits and what you are capable of. Take your life in a new direction, do something different. Put your monotonous, repetitious life on hold. Your career can wait, but your life needs this, you need this. Until you’ve lost everything, you can’t you really own yourself.