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09-30-2009, 06:12 PM
Day and night being trapped in your own home is surely unhealthy even if it’s only the lack of pure oxygen entering your dust-ridden lungs causing the damage. But, no, Elaine fully saw the dust on the plasma-tv that lie on her floor and did nothing about it but let it thicken until it eventually suffocated her. Hearing the cars drive past and all she could do was sit in her bed and sob or cry or fry her brain cells due to contemplating the reality of her life. Even writing this was acting on impulse, and even though she was gripped with an excruciating headache she felt the need to act impulsively as if tomorrow would prevent her from carrying out the things she had in her head, a mere 24 hours and that would be it, she would not do it.
So she decided to gulp down the tablets she didn’t even know the brand-name of; her mother handed them to her and in the dark they plummeted down her throat along with the water, her source of purification the one thing she relied on day and night and the one thing that always bloated her and made her feel and more importantly look six-months pregnant. But she couldn’t blame the water. The fact is she had always looked six-months pregnant, and she has always had a grotesque bosom with vast vulgar cellulite and the sad thing was she didn’t care. She didn’t care like all the other girls in her college. She ate masses and maintained the same weight.
She had not been anywhere other than college for three heart-aching full years.
tbc.
So she decided to gulp down the tablets she didn’t even know the brand-name of; her mother handed them to her and in the dark they plummeted down her throat along with the water, her source of purification the one thing she relied on day and night and the one thing that always bloated her and made her feel and more importantly look six-months pregnant. But she couldn’t blame the water. The fact is she had always looked six-months pregnant, and she has always had a grotesque bosom with vast vulgar cellulite and the sad thing was she didn’t care. She didn’t care like all the other girls in her college. She ate masses and maintained the same weight.
She had not been anywhere other than college for three heart-aching full years.
tbc.