Ashes To Ashley

[wagravity]

Your summer's just begun
Our war is far from done
The glass from my window
Enhances the heat from the sun

Waking to its rays
Beating on my face
I scramble to get up
As the mattress continues to deflate

Much worse now
Than when you were here
Not knowing when I'll hold you
Is the only thing I fear

Wrapped deep within your arms
I'm sheltered to observe
All the things around me
That I know I don't deserve

I feel as if I'm breaking
Sometimes it's not worth waking
But I know that the next time
We will stay up late baking

My mind doesn't matter now
You occupy it all
Can't wait til you're back
For the semester this fall

I know you're far away
I hope that you can wait
A love as pure as ours
Doesn't happen everyday

It's not your fault you're gone
Don't you dare apologize
And if you cannot see perfection
You haven't looked through my eyes

I'm constantly awaiting you
In fact, anticipating you
I'm so in love with you
Alright I'll say it, "Baby, I am dating you"

It took me forever to make a move
Oh God, I wish it didn't
Once I did, we just took off
And everything else, we skipped it

When it came down to us
To hell with walking, we always ran
Because I would do anything for you
Walk oceans, spit fires, and swim the desert sand

This is just the start of us
When love became a part of us
With you so far away from me
I'm lost like I'm riding the retarded bus

I'm socially disguised
Behind your beautiful blue eyes
When you stare deep into my soul
I know that I can never tell a lie

Never make you upset
Never make you cry at all
For the first time on our last night
I saw those crystal balls shed slight water falls

I couldn't understand
I decided right there and then
To always keep you smiling
And never wipe your tears away again