D-fresh
05-12-2009, 04:26 AM
Charlie, a 23 year old drug dealer started to keep a diary of his life and thoughts, welcome to the first entry
Dear Diary
I woke up around 4 a.m. same dream, same thoughts and feelings, alone walking down a alley i've never been befor
i can hear foot steps, people whispering so i start to speed walk but the voices seem to be getting closer
can't make out what there saying, the foot steps get louder, closer, the only light is the light from the moon,
now i can hear my name being called very so lightly "charlie" the voice is so familiar again louder this time
"charlie" deciding to stop running and confront the voice....looking around for something to protect myself,
as the steps get closer i see a knife just laying there almost as if i was meant to find it.....a man dressed in a black hoodie
appears can't see his face my heart is racing, faster and faster with every moment, the mysterious man ask "Why are you running?"
he then move a bit closer the light hits his eyes a sky blue with a touch of green...a familiar look.
I trying to think threw the fear and confusion where i know those eyes....nothing i'm drawing a blank I shout
"Stay back" i wave the knife ..the mysterious man replies "you'll only be making it worse for yourself" he goes to move closer
fear and adrenaline take over i lung blade first stabbing into the flesh. He falls to the ground laughing i have blood on my hands
and a sudden pain in my stomache ....he removes the hood showing his face...it's mine. I awake soaked in sweat feel like i can't tell
anyone else my thoughts am i crazy? is this punishment for the wrong things i do in my life? I guess it makes me scared the life i lead is nothing to brag about and eventually my past will catch up with me.
Dear Diary
I woke up around 4 a.m. same dream, same thoughts and feelings, alone walking down a alley i've never been befor
i can hear foot steps, people whispering so i start to speed walk but the voices seem to be getting closer
can't make out what there saying, the foot steps get louder, closer, the only light is the light from the moon,
now i can hear my name being called very so lightly "charlie" the voice is so familiar again louder this time
"charlie" deciding to stop running and confront the voice....looking around for something to protect myself,
as the steps get closer i see a knife just laying there almost as if i was meant to find it.....a man dressed in a black hoodie
appears can't see his face my heart is racing, faster and faster with every moment, the mysterious man ask "Why are you running?"
he then move a bit closer the light hits his eyes a sky blue with a touch of green...a familiar look.
I trying to think threw the fear and confusion where i know those eyes....nothing i'm drawing a blank I shout
"Stay back" i wave the knife ..the mysterious man replies "you'll only be making it worse for yourself" he goes to move closer
fear and adrenaline take over i lung blade first stabbing into the flesh. He falls to the ground laughing i have blood on my hands
and a sudden pain in my stomache ....he removes the hood showing his face...it's mine. I awake soaked in sweat feel like i can't tell
anyone else my thoughts am i crazy? is this punishment for the wrong things i do in my life? I guess it makes me scared the life i lead is nothing to brag about and eventually my past will catch up with me.