indecisive

[wasony]

I've been lost for a while.
Just sitting alone not sure where to go.
have you seen my file?
Is there something I should know?

Am I dying?
Should I be here?
My mind feels like crying.
Sometimes I don't even look at the mirror.

I do know how you make me feel.
Its the others.
I'm just so confused is it real.

I know that I really didn't use good words.
although nothing made sense.
so i took a step backwards.
because I thought that I needed a defense.

I don't mean to hurt you.
I just get scared.
Am I the issue.
Or was i just really unprepared?