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[spally]

by my friend Johnny Plaster
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if i could make you see
how the world looks to me
then i could let you know,
everything my eyes couldn't show

i could show you how it feels
to have a heart that never heals
to die everyday
only to live tomorrow the sameway

and now i can't split my veins
b/c death doesn't want my pains
and the blood i lack,
would only bleed black

but now i shed my past
b/c each day could be my last
so i'll look for tomorrow
b/c yesterday was full of sorrow

and it looks like a life like this
may just make the bullet miss
and that every smile i make or give
is fuel to my fire, my will to live