Stubbern

[shock22]

I skip the foundations,
naive to the way it works,
jus to find myself under a pile of rubble.

If only I could think straight an listen 2 the villagers of my soul and heart who has been wit me since the start,
this owl building I want so much to heat a healthy family,
the things I do to for the future only destroy the present and mental state of my mind.

If only I could open up 2 her,
if only I could of told her what its like over the walls of my emotion,
I might not be lien here in this rubble.

Wall number 5, 5 times in this position,
should I give up an let her go,
let her find her own way to another heart.

Days will pass,
weeks will feel like years,
the anxiety awaiting a lovers decision to pull me out of this rubble will have an effect on weight,
weight of time,

5 months we shared together as 1,
just her no me,
I left her outside knocking on the door,
now time has run out 4 us.

All 5 months seems wasted,
like a really good dream turned into a devilish nightmare,

that will hang on me until the end of time

[shock22]

any1 think this is gud r bad?