Ewadford
12-19-2008, 12:20 AM
"Why me, why now? Why do i have to leave this place. I knew what i was getting into when i did what i did but i never knew it would happen. Why is this happening, is there anyone out there listening, Why must i go through this all on my own. Why!" William just cries out in hatred and confusion. He runs to the barn and grabs a gun and points it at his head. "Maybe if i just shoot myself things will get easier, maybe... I dont know what i should do, im tired of this life. Why caint i just know what to do why!" He throws the gun in anger and fear wishing he was not even near this place. He loves and hates his home with the deepist of feelings. He remembers all the time he spent as a kid growing up on the farm with his parents. William sits back and thinks of the summer him and his dad built the row boat he was leaning on. He remembers all the hard work they put into it and all the times they would work till dawn not realizing it. "Why caint you be here dad! I caint believe your gone why did you have to leave" Slowly William falls asleep to the comfort of dream. William awakes to the sight of his best friend Jessy standing over him. "Will, what the hell did you drink last night, this place is trashed." "Dont worry about the Jessy just mind your own damn business." Jessy just stares at will with careing eyes and walks away. "One of these days will, you'll realize its not just family thats here for ya man" Will just screams out for him to go away and never come back. Will just stumbles inside and sits at a kitchen table full of bills and beer cans. He just throws them all to the ground and slams down a bottle of whiskey. He cries out and starts takeing shots, one after another, slowly he falls to the ground once again.