Querquetulon

[librarius_qui]

QUERQUETULON
"WHAT ELSE?"

Will I drown Querquetulon
under many roaring waters?
Or will I smash her
under the hammer on an anvil? ...
No, not the fire,
for the fire is something mine
not others' ...
To Querquetulon the roaring waters
of many words~
Pléomen de epí óinopa pónton ...
Alas that we will make sail therefore
through a wine-coloured sea ... Blood
Life
Courage?
Faith ... Determined and, however,
helpless ...
Like a _ ram~
I will for the very first time
give myself as a ram
in the likeness of Izaaq~
For the very first time will I have no rearguard
will I be on my own on the hand of an angel
who asked to my father my life
for the very first time will I be face to face with Death herself
with whom a boy cannot make business of responsabilities
or judgements
for the very first time
for the very first time
the very first time ...~
At least I know, barroque, what to say
with her face to face
With face to face with weird Death
who ... Fascinates me self,
who repells me~
The Death I can't run from ...
Just a _ woman.
(A helpless woman, in distress ...
A woman, young, in a world of wolves)
A woman~