Quiet Fault

[darylkwas]

Now you’ve been gone, for an eternity it seems
Thinking about us and all my lost dreams
Quietly thoughts peak from out of my eyes
As life turned out to be beautiful lies

Where is this love, promised to last?
Lurking behind in the shadow I cast?
No laughing heard, no kids in sight
Passion absent within, my tongue I will bite

Everything past in the hours of dark
For why or how do I choose to embark
Never enough of myself, could ever I give
This play in my mind I always relive

Where will it take me, a journey no doubt
No chance to go back or ever get out
Trapped in my mind, a cloud of regret
Living this way, I pay the ultimate debt

Things not spoken nor could I express
Could be the answer, for this I confess
Blind as I am, sometimes I perceive
Got what I deserve for this I receive

As whom do I blame for sorrow within?
Head sitting still, yet continues to spin
Each day lost from things I can’t see
Hating to think that it just might be me