blazeofglory
08-25-2008, 01:16 AM
I do not know why I behave the way I do? Is it programming? Is it just preconditioning? Or to put just a little differently, am I just the upshot of a circumstance of my parents' conjugal relationship? Or if they have not conjugated by the bond of love or by a sexual urge my existence would have been an impossibility? Or is it something Hinduism and Buddhism are busy with defining out of the Karmic circle I am just here writing and expressing funny ideas. I can not in fact make an inference or reference to hardwire myself into sets of satisfactory notions of what I am and what why I am here.
I am just a silhouette of the object called reality, living of course in a world which is deemed Maya, sheer illusion and nothing of me, my existence, my doings, my legacies matter at the end of the day and I just vaporize into the infinity of the unknowns?
I am an enigma, or a quiver of combinations of molecules, or molecular forces, scientifically speaking or Brahma manifested fleetingly to restore myself to my origin after a short respite, or just tides with ebbs and flows in this endless eddy called life.
I want you to define my life, philosophies to confine within sets of theories, or religious principles to bind on me to characterize me.
I am the sum & substance of this and that, and all that I know, and of course all that I do not know. I am the world I live, and I am the God I idolize or the supermen I lionize. I am the totting up of all you know of me and you do not. I at times shrink into a sheer mole and into void and at another time my egos go on swelling infinitely and I rise mountainously to a size that is astronomical and the entire cosmos get squeezed into my beingness.
I am just a silhouette of the object called reality, living of course in a world which is deemed Maya, sheer illusion and nothing of me, my existence, my doings, my legacies matter at the end of the day and I just vaporize into the infinity of the unknowns?
I am an enigma, or a quiver of combinations of molecules, or molecular forces, scientifically speaking or Brahma manifested fleetingly to restore myself to my origin after a short respite, or just tides with ebbs and flows in this endless eddy called life.
I want you to define my life, philosophies to confine within sets of theories, or religious principles to bind on me to characterize me.
I am the sum & substance of this and that, and all that I know, and of course all that I do not know. I am the world I live, and I am the God I idolize or the supermen I lionize. I am the totting up of all you know of me and you do not. I at times shrink into a sheer mole and into void and at another time my egos go on swelling infinitely and I rise mountainously to a size that is astronomical and the entire cosmos get squeezed into my beingness.