CaptainCrunch41
08-22-2008, 03:24 PM
Memories, entangled in an ongoing rivalry between the myths of our past and the possibilities of the future,
they warp our senses, our very persona, entities of living fibers that are relegates of our existence. They mingle, multiply...evolve,
relishing the moment when the Doors unlock and the havoc can begin...
Taking hold of every membrane, foreign, invasive...it spreads, the struggle never stops. Radical restitution does not appease the exploited,
Kudzu does not weaken, it bides it's time, death has no deadline, not only slipping into the cracks of your mind, because it is exponential, it creates them, breaks the foundation,
so that all thats been built, worked for, is brought down, crumbling, fall-outs fail, inevitability shrouds your mind from the truth. Slipping in weakly, unnoticed, a false satisfaction,
a false sanctuary, reduced to a drone, you no longer have control, the havoc continues...
Raping your senses, you do not fight, you feed it, embrace it, deception, denial...paranoia, the monster, craving fear, failure...insanity.
Distilled, a chemical imbalance of indecision and death, the institution of truth and deception does not concern the inflicted.
A refugee in your own mind, chemical, hydrogen, atomic, nuclear, it makes no difference, the monster is there, always dropping bombs...success is not an option,
He will prevail. In a landslide of strong, you are weak, pathetic, disgusting, self-pity...no, you invited the monster, only you paved the road to destruction
on which He travels...self-loathing, fiery, feed the pain, it burns...deserving, these flames, an easy way out, licks your skin, burnt so thoroughly,
even your best friend can not distinguish you from the crowd...you think your free, you KNOW your trapped...the havoc is invulnerable, the havoc can't be stopped...
The monster tires, he needs to rest, hibernate, leaves for his cave, his eternal home, you know he will return, and soon, but before then,
Logic pokes it's head out from under it's shelter, it's protection, once descerning safety, he slowly climbs out, the labyrinth of your mind is tricky,
but Logic seeps through walls, he pleads with your mind, the once brilliant, the once understanding, trusting, is no longer.
The monster has contaminated your mind, corrupted it's thoughts... Logic realizes the truth, he cannot do this alone,
he needs help, he needs...a Cure...life could be good again, you realize...the havoc begins to ebb...
I've survived the addiction, I've endured, fought, hurt, ached, cried, died...and was reborn. I found happiness, I found myself, I found life...
things are still unclear, but one thing is obvious, I have defeated the monster, what was once the ever-lasting, and invulnerable,
has been reduced to a smoldering heap of toxic waste. You were there for me the entire time but I was too consumed, too confused, ignorant, deceived...
You held my hand the whole way through, you, are more courageous than any other, and I love you for it. I may have found myself, my life, but you were the Cure.
and the havoc faded away...
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tell me what you think. thanks and enjoy.
:)
they warp our senses, our very persona, entities of living fibers that are relegates of our existence. They mingle, multiply...evolve,
relishing the moment when the Doors unlock and the havoc can begin...
Taking hold of every membrane, foreign, invasive...it spreads, the struggle never stops. Radical restitution does not appease the exploited,
Kudzu does not weaken, it bides it's time, death has no deadline, not only slipping into the cracks of your mind, because it is exponential, it creates them, breaks the foundation,
so that all thats been built, worked for, is brought down, crumbling, fall-outs fail, inevitability shrouds your mind from the truth. Slipping in weakly, unnoticed, a false satisfaction,
a false sanctuary, reduced to a drone, you no longer have control, the havoc continues...
Raping your senses, you do not fight, you feed it, embrace it, deception, denial...paranoia, the monster, craving fear, failure...insanity.
Distilled, a chemical imbalance of indecision and death, the institution of truth and deception does not concern the inflicted.
A refugee in your own mind, chemical, hydrogen, atomic, nuclear, it makes no difference, the monster is there, always dropping bombs...success is not an option,
He will prevail. In a landslide of strong, you are weak, pathetic, disgusting, self-pity...no, you invited the monster, only you paved the road to destruction
on which He travels...self-loathing, fiery, feed the pain, it burns...deserving, these flames, an easy way out, licks your skin, burnt so thoroughly,
even your best friend can not distinguish you from the crowd...you think your free, you KNOW your trapped...the havoc is invulnerable, the havoc can't be stopped...
The monster tires, he needs to rest, hibernate, leaves for his cave, his eternal home, you know he will return, and soon, but before then,
Logic pokes it's head out from under it's shelter, it's protection, once descerning safety, he slowly climbs out, the labyrinth of your mind is tricky,
but Logic seeps through walls, he pleads with your mind, the once brilliant, the once understanding, trusting, is no longer.
The monster has contaminated your mind, corrupted it's thoughts... Logic realizes the truth, he cannot do this alone,
he needs help, he needs...a Cure...life could be good again, you realize...the havoc begins to ebb...
I've survived the addiction, I've endured, fought, hurt, ached, cried, died...and was reborn. I found happiness, I found myself, I found life...
things are still unclear, but one thing is obvious, I have defeated the monster, what was once the ever-lasting, and invulnerable,
has been reduced to a smoldering heap of toxic waste. You were there for me the entire time but I was too consumed, too confused, ignorant, deceived...
You held my hand the whole way through, you, are more courageous than any other, and I love you for it. I may have found myself, my life, but you were the Cure.
and the havoc faded away...
----------------
tell me what you think. thanks and enjoy.
:)