blazeofglory
08-11-2008, 03:08 AM
I am not a character you weave out of me, a son, a daughter, a father figure and the like. I indeed rise a little higher than that. I am yet to be explored and the person or the non-person, entity or nonentity is something really enigmatic. You look at me from a perspective, or point of view, and in fact you can not observe something of me unobservable. You thought I am replicate of you, your ideas, your ideals, your philosophies, your society and your world. You are totally wrong and I am different from that or you have no thing, no standard to measure the immensity of me, something that keeps on expanding infinitely. Observing me as the person when I am constricted into a tiny tot in your cozy lap is to wrong me, to be unfair to me and finally to undervalue me, unseeing the unbound and incalculable in me of course.
I am not a player you want me to play on a stage, undergoing different stages, taking a multiple role, now mother, now father, now son, now grandson and the like. In fact I am here in front of you, physically as a refugee and I can not refute anything, and have to submit or yield to all you ask of me, to be anything you like.
You can mold me into a subject to worship you as a king, to acquiescently subjecting myself to all kinds of servitude, subjection. If you want to grow or expand territorially or sovereignly you will hem in a series of perils as warring lords to slay and be slain in that course.
If you have a lust and want to satisfy it you want to see me as a beautiful damsel and keep to yourself to hungrily consume me whenever you want something of me, the flesh out of me.
Or if you want some knowledge or see some divine incarnate, you start worshiping me notwithstanding the fact that I myself know I am not worthy of it and do not merit it at all. I become a Guru and in the eyes of innumerable innocent people I am deemed something, very powerful, possessed of some spiritual powers. But all these things are deep-skin and I wear the garment of a saint and the wolf within me is witnessing all these things.
Think twice prior to carving out of me an image. I do not want to be commissioned in the temple you want to fix me. I am not what you think I am. I am every possibility, the entire source of everything. I am too big for you to accommodate me or squeeze me into a shell you want to enclose me.
See me as I am and do not ideate images out of me. I am nature and grow with it and I do not care you care for me or not. Let me grow on my own with a little duty nature wants of you to beget and to enable me to stand on my own. Do not stand in my way, for I grow expansively.
I am not a player you want me to play on a stage, undergoing different stages, taking a multiple role, now mother, now father, now son, now grandson and the like. In fact I am here in front of you, physically as a refugee and I can not refute anything, and have to submit or yield to all you ask of me, to be anything you like.
You can mold me into a subject to worship you as a king, to acquiescently subjecting myself to all kinds of servitude, subjection. If you want to grow or expand territorially or sovereignly you will hem in a series of perils as warring lords to slay and be slain in that course.
If you have a lust and want to satisfy it you want to see me as a beautiful damsel and keep to yourself to hungrily consume me whenever you want something of me, the flesh out of me.
Or if you want some knowledge or see some divine incarnate, you start worshiping me notwithstanding the fact that I myself know I am not worthy of it and do not merit it at all. I become a Guru and in the eyes of innumerable innocent people I am deemed something, very powerful, possessed of some spiritual powers. But all these things are deep-skin and I wear the garment of a saint and the wolf within me is witnessing all these things.
Think twice prior to carving out of me an image. I do not want to be commissioned in the temple you want to fix me. I am not what you think I am. I am every possibility, the entire source of everything. I am too big for you to accommodate me or squeeze me into a shell you want to enclose me.
See me as I am and do not ideate images out of me. I am nature and grow with it and I do not care you care for me or not. Let me grow on my own with a little duty nature wants of you to beget and to enable me to stand on my own. Do not stand in my way, for I grow expansively.