suziemb
06-01-2008, 05:23 PM
I have not posted in a while so I thought that I would post a old poem that I wrote about ten years ago when I was young and stupid. It is a poem about the first man that I loved. I wrote it when I was mad and hurt because I did anything for him and he never treated me very good at all. When I wrote this poem I had just let him borrow my credit card for gas to go see his mom and I found out that he bought $700 worth of groceries for another woman's house. Needless to say I never got paid back and he taught me to trust a little less and guard my heart a little more. Although, it is still hard for me to do because it is just in my nature to trust people and care about others.
I Thought My Best Friend Was You
I thought my life long best friend was going to be you
But you showed me over and over your friendship was not true
My head silently whispered to me to be strong and not to fall
But my innocent heart just would not listen to my head at all
Little by little, you knowingly tore my trusting spirit away
And shamelessly broke my heart in pieces everyday
Still, I have feelings and a love for you beyond my control
Even though I know you were never a friend but just an a**hole
I Thought My Best Friend Was You
I thought my life long best friend was going to be you
But you showed me over and over your friendship was not true
My head silently whispered to me to be strong and not to fall
But my innocent heart just would not listen to my head at all
Little by little, you knowingly tore my trusting spirit away
And shamelessly broke my heart in pieces everyday
Still, I have feelings and a love for you beyond my control
Even though I know you were never a friend but just an a**hole