Little girl

[forcedtobe]

I dont really know
How to explain,
How to help you understand..

I care so much for you,
I love just talking to you,
It just makes the day better,
You just make it better

And I sometimes wish,
That you were here,
That I knew 100% you felt the same,
That I could just wrap my
Arms around you,
Look you in the eyes and kiss
And that you would do the same

I just seem to NEED you,
When I cant talk to you,
My day goes bad, and I'm sad,
Just as I am now as I write this

It seems there is something constantly
Keeping us from talking,
Like we're little kids not allowed

I feel like that little kid
Sent off and alone, only happy
When your there.
Like a white shirt and water,
Or like little boy blue and the man
On the moon

Its like I need you,
To have the good day,
To have fun,
To be happy,
To have someone to care for

It's like I'm a falling girl,
Thats falling in love...
But your not able to be there
As I fall, because of parents
Calling their little girl back
To this world, reality

[Beautifull]

one word...WOW!
that sounds so much like...my parents!
i wish they wouldn't be the monkey on my back!
love it
absolutely...

[forcedtobe]

yeah same here on the parents thing

glad you liked it :)

[Beautifull]

your welcome...
do you have any other poems?

[forcedtobe]

I lay on my bed thinking,
Listening to my pop
As it lets out poping sounds,
Having been just opened

I sit on my bed, thinking
About random throughts

How I finally remembered
Part of a dream,
Or should I say
Nightmare

All I remember is,
"I'm out"
thats all,
But I remember the
Fear from the dream
That he was leaving

Then I think about
How weird and different
He seemed today,
And the last few days

I sit on my bed
Thinking,
Worrying,
That something is wrong

He said he was thinking suicidal,
But why? Is it something to
Do with me or Cheyenne?

Am I the only one he cares about?
Or am I sharing him unknowingly?

All I know is, these thoughts
Seem to replay over and over
As I sweat away,
Soon to toss and turn,
not able to sleep

[Beautifull]

hmmm...is this just written?
it is pretty good, it has the feeling of that fear you wrote about...you catch the feeling all the way..

[forcedtobe]

yeah, i always right when things are on my mind, i had wrote that last one about a day ago now after getting off from talking to him
glad you like it..i always fear and hope exactly what i say in my poems, i cant complicate things so i just speak what i feel and think, glad i can get across what i'm thinking and feeling
again, thank you