head in the clouds

[lucidnightmares]

white and faded, clouds blocking the rays of my muse
small columns flow through and find there way to you
but my face is allways flushed, even these fragments...
...these fragments of myself, fear what you`ll say

words get jumbled, meaning gets lost
but who needs meaning when you have a moment?
this moment with our two worlds crossed
no more need for laments

but these clouds never move
the wind of desire blows swiftly
it seems they can`t be removed
as i wait ever patiently

the fear grips my core, a shadow engulfing the day
for everyday feels like it could be so much more
the sun gets farther away, and moon neglects the stars
so much i want to say, with words i`ll never know

so complicated, yet simplistic in the essence of everything
want, need, desire, all are one, clouding my demeanor
like a flower opening up to the sun, embracing the world
taking in every second for all it is and so much more
it`s all so confusing, how can i react?

someday the clouds will break, scatter into the corners of the sky
and someday we`ll watch the stars of mind shimmer in the night sky of yours
someday i`ll throw away all inhibitions, and embrace your essence
someday i`ll become a better part of myself...
someday i`ll become a part of us