poetry

[Wookiedana]

silence or not



My voice is loud,
Why can’t it be heard,
Are all people deaf,
or am I mute
Why don’t they hear me, why.
Why can’t I be understood,
Why am I the only one who can hear my voice,
And it is so loud,
Louder than loud at times.
Why do they just see me and not hear me,
Why smiles are only for their seing
And not for the words coming out of my voice,
And it’s so loud,
Louder than loud at times.
Why do they feel my touch but don’t return it,
I wonder if I'd yell so loud and lose my voice,
Will they hear me when I have no voice.
I will keep silent,
maybe they will hear me.
Now it’s quiet,
But I still hear my echo,
Screaming for understanding in my head.
Silence or not,
My mind is insanity's shelter,
because I can’t be heard.
Silence or not,
I can t be heard.
So I give up
So I give up and live in my insanity,
Mind of illusions,
Which is never silent.
Although I will keep silent,
Whilst my mind is insanity's shelter,
Silence or not.

[Wookiedana]

over and over and over without u
again and again without u
,stop!
i just want another of u
i want to get over without u
i need another touch of urs
no more same and same without u
end it!
give me ur hand and let me feel another
no more same and same
i need ur eyes to light my world
i need ur mind to speak to my lost one
i need ur ears so i can tell u that ,
i need u
i need ur touch
is only thing that gets me through
i need to hear ur voice
i fly and fly again and again
is the only time when i want same and same
with u again and again
dont stop!
i need u
i don t want u to take ur touch away
don t end it
and let me touch u
don t run away
stop it
let me feel how is to be alive
touch me
dont stop it

[Wookiedana]

walking across,walking away
walking when all stars are gone for my eyes
but i know
mine is lost somewhere
i m still walking and walking through the dark looking for my light
my star
i m walking and walking but i m getting tired
my eyes feel heavy they wanna rest
but they fight and fight
fall time to time
for each fall i lose a piece of my heart and soul
walking and walking my eyes can only see dark with little hope left for light
rain of pain comes out of them making salted lakes
will i will will i ,when when when
at a sudden when hope almost died i can see light's reflection thru the tears
it s my star ,i found it ,
taking tears away and replacing it with smile,my heart becomes a whole again
so i run and run to touch it
but it disappears again into the dark
so i fall in my knees
and close my eyes
i feel how my heart is made pieces and i can t stop
is gone ,is gone
frozen i stay in my knees
my star ,what i hunger for is a lie ,a fake,it left me
so frozen i stay in my knees
and close my eyes with no hope
...frozen i stay in my knees

[Wookiedana]

with nothing we begin
with nothing we end
just in the middle we have them all
we are born to end in nothing
struggle all ur life and u think u are happy
u struggle to get faster in ground
in that nothing
what point has life when is made for nothing
how can nothing affect us
illusions
is life made to be finished
is it made for nothing
what difference has if we end our nothing
and get in ground
to nothing
an illusion that life is full of joy
is nothing
easiest to be achieved is nothing
and i have all of it
my heart is rich with nothing
my life is full of nothing
and i end with nothing
i wonder if i have ended since i am born
we are born with nothing
what difference has if we end our nothing
and get to the ground
to nothing
all is nothing

[quasimodo1]

To Wookiedana: You didn't attribute these poems to an author; or are they your own creation. If you are the author, say so and perhaps tell us something relative to backround. Suggestion by quasimodo1

[blazeofglory]

I like all these poems. Are they yours?

[Wookiedana]

...yes

[Wookiedana]

insanity
wont come into ur mind without knocking,
insanity
knocks knocks and knocks ,
a few times in life,
until u decide to open ur mind's door,
insanity asks for permission ,
will u let her in or tell her to go away ,
insanity
goes all around leaving judgment behind,
insanity
comes over at night and wakes u up killing ur sense.
insanity
spreads in ur head and transforms u ,
in another u .
insanity
it has all the control ,u r it's slave,
insanity high high and much higher ,
ur mind is fulfilled of insanity ,
A vegetable being controlled by a human hand
is u letting insanity in
a vegetable is u while ur mind is controlled by insanity.
insanity ? judgment ?
insanity's judgment ,
there is insanity -living in ur own world where spontaneous fantasies are brought .
Judgment-accepting reality
Both at once are too much for one..
. Knock knock knock..
I open door ,
my choice is
Insanity....