blazeofglory
03-12-2008, 04:33 AM
I have undergone a few circumstances in life that plunge me into a state of unfaith and I become very critical of all charitable works and missionaries. When I see the destitute stretching both hands for handfuls of foods and people dying just for want of medicines or cares, and particularly when I see the people in two different hemispheres living with a life style with polar opposites the ground of my faith crumbles just beneath me and of course I become very incredulous of all that is spiritual.
I see a number of beggars everyday on road sides. I come across streets teeming with so many starved children. Yet we wrote poems of generosities in our idyllic moments. Despite the fact that we extend a helping hand when we are wrapped up by impulses at times but normally we do not want to help any.
If God really exists and if he is a benefactor why there is preferential treatment, some are highly preferred and others are discarded. Indeed the wall of my faith breaks. I do not believe that there is free choice to be rich and poor. If God is really powerful or there is something what we call a source of consciousness, why disparity prevails in point of fact. I simply can not hold faith under this circumstance. Can any one out there come up for deliverance?
God beckons love, compassion, generosity and why he does not bestow his kindheartedness upon his poor children? Why he sees wars apathetically? Why does not he stop them? People arm themselves various reasons to vindicate the ways of God, I feel unconvinced of them as I see more and more people suffering interminably.
Is God is a father figure? Indeed I am not totally for both atheism and theism. Of course the unanswered question respecting the creation of the universe startles me oftentimes and this convinces me of the fact that God exists which integrates everything, yet at times as an erring human being a convulsion happens within.
This is just for sharing views.
I see a number of beggars everyday on road sides. I come across streets teeming with so many starved children. Yet we wrote poems of generosities in our idyllic moments. Despite the fact that we extend a helping hand when we are wrapped up by impulses at times but normally we do not want to help any.
If God really exists and if he is a benefactor why there is preferential treatment, some are highly preferred and others are discarded. Indeed the wall of my faith breaks. I do not believe that there is free choice to be rich and poor. If God is really powerful or there is something what we call a source of consciousness, why disparity prevails in point of fact. I simply can not hold faith under this circumstance. Can any one out there come up for deliverance?
God beckons love, compassion, generosity and why he does not bestow his kindheartedness upon his poor children? Why he sees wars apathetically? Why does not he stop them? People arm themselves various reasons to vindicate the ways of God, I feel unconvinced of them as I see more and more people suffering interminably.
Is God is a father figure? Indeed I am not totally for both atheism and theism. Of course the unanswered question respecting the creation of the universe startles me oftentimes and this convinces me of the fact that God exists which integrates everything, yet at times as an erring human being a convulsion happens within.
This is just for sharing views.