Without You

[dibyendra]

I couldn't stop writing this poem when my girl left me without any reason.


Without You

I know your pain & sufferings
and I know how you've gone through
dreams I had for you have now only been dreams
and they never came true

was our relationship that weak ?
it has been blown away like it was written in sand
it has faded away with unknown reasons
may be I'm the unfortunate one with fake lines in my hand

nights without sleep when I've suffered only with tears
only questions were running in my head
I was wondering for what I have done wrong
and remembering the things that she said

I couldn't erase those memories & I tried a lot
I even screamed, laughed, cried and tore all the pictures
It ain't easy to forget the time we spent together
and the talks over phone for hours and hours

I tried to generate hate just to forget you
but it brought you even more nearer
I tried being numb just to get you out of my mind
but the picture I had you in my mind got more clearer

so now you've chosen the separate way
in which I can never walk upon
I'm fallen back to the path where I was before
and I thought that I'll never cross that line again

I found the difference of not having you
I was quite empty and got nothing to do
the daily routine which I had has changed now
I was quite lost on my own and got nowhere to go

now I have to live in the present and I can't always live in the past
now I have to change the broken track into something new
even though I was not invited at the best moments of your life
anyway I wish you a very best wishes for your new life and saying a goodbye

[dibyendra]

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