No more brother

[LucyR]

I close my eyes
And thank god I’m not the way you are and always will be
I plan ahead and count down the days until I don’t see you
Never wishing for your return nor a favour
I never understood the actions that you took against me,
I am sometimes told it’s a disease called jealousy
Sleepless bitter nights I were forced to have, I never asked for memories like these,
Blood will no longer be, it was beautiful the way you wasted away my mind
The intelligence I thought never layed upon inside you
Not a care, nor sudden help, I no will bring you satisfactory grins
You’ve wasted away a body a whole person that was always near you
I know you don’t feel guilt but stop and breathe and cry out for this misfortune,
You know it will be like I was never to be gone
You messed up my mind gracefully
Eroded me away with twisted words
There were ways I tried to save myself
You said goodbye the way you intrigued to

[LucyR]

Failure of conversation
Unspoken words changing the future
I’m singing into light where no one else can hear me
Struggling for eyesight, with thousands of ideas
I’m slipping a fortune on the way I look ahead
We’ve all ran the relay, in every obstacle we ever took
We’re breaking down the hardest way, travelling too far
Let’s sit here forever cross legged on the floor
Or lay in our beds, eyes closed not sleeping
Fantasising of our love misfortunes
Burning away time with endless queries

[PrinceMyshkin]

I close my eyes
And thank god I’m not the way you are and always will be
I plan ahead and count down the days until I don’t see you
Never wishing for your return nor a favour
I never understood the actions that you took against me,
I am sometimes told it’s a disease called jealousy
Sleepless bitter nights I were forced to have, I never asked for memories like these,
Blood will no longer be, it was beautiful the way you wasted away my mind
The intelligence I thought never layed upon inside you
Not a care, nor sudden help, I no will bring you satisfactory grins
You’ve wasted away a body a whole person that was always near you
I know you don’t feel guilt but stop and breathe and cry out for this misfortune,
You know it will be like I was never to be gone
You messed up my mind gracefully
Eroded me away with twisted words
There were ways I tried to save myself
You said goodbye the way you intrigued to

My God, the pain in this, Lucy! I hope that writing about it will have given you even a wee measure of relief - and release!

[PrinceMyshkin]

Failure of conversation
Unspoken words changing the future
I’m singing into light where no one else can hear me
Struggling for eyesight, with thousands of ideas
I’m slipping a fortune on the way I look ahead
We’ve all ran the relay, in every obstacle we ever took
We’re breaking down the hardest way, travelling too far
Let’s sit here forever cross legged on the floor
Or lay in our beds, eyes closed not sleeping
Fantasising of our love misfortunes
Burning away time with endless queries

You are very, very good! I'll be following everything you post!

[Logos]

Merged. Please see this topic :)
http://www.online-literature.com/forums/showthread.php?t=21394

[LucyR]

Stop, die in the shadows of likeliness,
Everything’s a comfort and repeats of tiredness aware you,
Knowing your scared, your somebody else living on your own body,
Turning ahead looking for a chance you’re afraid,
Turning patterns over in your head,
Leave your next page free of words,
Don’t forget it like a distant memory,
Be distracted by gails of wind, and be surprised by a cloudless sky,
Write a letter to soothe your discomfort,
Finish the end with a single laugh and a blink,
Until you finally own a sin in your own words.