"Your Reality"

[Cenobite]

-sigh- God, I pray I posted in the correct section this time. -_-



Your Reality

With lying eyes
You deceived me!
Open your mouth
Telling me you love me!
Cheating heart still beats
Inside your chest!
Time comes to a silent end
As revenge feels my soul!

The dreams were just a sign
Of your crushing secrets!
Keep you apologies
You already destroyed me!
Turn my life into a stone
A cold-hearted demon!
You come to me with guilt
Look the other way!

The beast is growing hungry
To avenge what you killed.
It growls deep inside of me
Feeding off the pain, I feel.
Lying, cheating, betrayal
You are nothing more.

Step into my maze
You created it!
Your choice was your demise!
I want to play this game
The games you made me play!

We call you out
To suffer in our world.
It doesn’t hurt that bad
To be wounded and lost.
Fall into the pit of despair
Know what it’s like.
Join us in the nightmares
Gain conscience to feel.

The world you live within
Is just a small fantasy.
Wake up to the feeling
Of what I felt.
Put on your mask to hide
From the pain of reality.

Scar me some more
Finish this story.
Witness the best inside
Being created by you!
You stand your ground
You think you are so right!
Draw back
Hit me again.
Scream for mercy
You will find none!

The beast will awake
To look for you.
You made your decision
Now dig your grave.
You left me
For another.
You destroyed me
The beast will destroy you.

Rip your world apart
Give your punishment.
Laugh at my scars
Soon you will know them.
Try to change me
I remain the same!
You said you loved me?
You loved to hurt me!

Turn your back
Leave me to suffer.
I gave you everything
In return, you killed me!
Time ticks away . . .
The beast is hungry.

Remain hidden
Behind your mask.
Convinced it’s a dream
It’s a ****ing nightmare!
This is the secret of the mind.
This is the scar of the soul.
This is the pain of reality!
Welcome to it!

You can’t hide forever
It will find you.
It knows your name
It knows everything you did.
It will show you
The pain I felt.
This is the darkest point
Of your reality.

[spally]

Oh my, wow. Such hurt and pain. Its great, I loved it. Kinda long, but it makes you think. Not everything can be left to words alone. Then again I have no idea what I'm talking about half the time. lol. Its great though, it really is.

[brokenheartpoet]

very powerful words thanks for sharing I wish I could write that good writer's block good inspiration

[Cenobite]

Thanks. For awhile, I thought I was just writing for nothing.

This is something kinda different. but here is another poem. Wrote it when I was thinking of everyone that had passed away in my past... So yeah...

Forever

Am I just dreaming?
Can this be real?
You can’t be . . .
With your last breath
I held you tight
You slipped into the darkness

I call your name
But you won’t answer me
I cry myself to sleep
Why did you have to leave me?
I want you back
But I know I can never have you back

I denied everything
You can’t be gone
I want to be with you

The day you left me
Will forever haunt me

I wake screaming
Your grave can’t exist
My heart was buried with you
I can still see you smiling
I can still hear your voice
Why can’t you still be with me?

I begged for it all to be a nightmare
I want to wake up
I want to feel your warmth
I want to see your smile
I want to wake from this dream

Tears stream from my face
As I pray to be with you
Yesterday repeats itself
The pain will always be here

Roses on your grave
Tears on the notes
They say I have to let go
I have to move on
How can I?
You aren’t here.

Forever I live
Forever I continue to die

In my dreams
Your last words
I love you
Beating in my heart
You live
And we are together

[spally]

Amazing. My uncle passed away less than six months ago, this makes me think of him. Its great....