spally
11-22-2006, 01:01 PM
sitting up all night long
wondering where the day has gone.
missing out all the fun i could have had,
wishing to have just one more day
before i lost myself in the sea of lies
surounding me like blanket
hating every word i say
memories of who i was
without the lies
without the pain of hiding everything
fading in the back of my mind
like smoke from a dying flame
exasuting the air around me
inside eating away at the nothingness
that my name holds
watching the days go by with the lie of me
who i am, what my name makes me
the walls closing like the lies i live
and i just want me back
the person i knew
the person i was
when i could feel the love
from the people who really cared
instead, this pain
hurting them with every word
every lie
nameless shame
wanting to end this
here and now
running away from myself
this dark nameless shadow
wondering where the day has gone.
missing out all the fun i could have had,
wishing to have just one more day
before i lost myself in the sea of lies
surounding me like blanket
hating every word i say
memories of who i was
without the lies
without the pain of hiding everything
fading in the back of my mind
like smoke from a dying flame
exasuting the air around me
inside eating away at the nothingness
that my name holds
watching the days go by with the lie of me
who i am, what my name makes me
the walls closing like the lies i live
and i just want me back
the person i knew
the person i was
when i could feel the love
from the people who really cared
instead, this pain
hurting them with every word
every lie
nameless shame
wanting to end this
here and now
running away from myself
this dark nameless shadow