they fit you perfectly

[amuse]

i would have loved to
have brushed your
hair and kissed your
cheeks
you were
perfect, precious
if i hadn't cried i
wouldn't have seen
i think you would
have blinded me when
you came to me
i miss you my
love,
my little girl.
you should have been born
today it
kills me to live
without you
i wish i could
have seen you
in the dressing room
told you how beautiful you
look maybe
once i could have kissed
you and told you
to dance to fly
as if your life depended on
it to live as if your
joy depended on it
but i couldn't and i
think they were words that
you, after all,
taught me.
i'm so proud of you
it's not a prom
it's a death for me
a life for you
but you look beautiful
and i want you to
know your mommy
loves you in your angel wings.

[water lily]

I remember your poem about the stairs... It really stood out to me. And so does this. You just stay simply how you are feeling. And your emotion is raw. It can really be felt. It is a good poem.