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[spally]

when walls fall down and defence fail,
what will stop me from falling down.
has this life been all a lie.
was every word you said nothing but bull.
what have you done to us.
our family, our love.
you broke it all away.
i hope these words penetrate you.
making you see,
that all we have been was to be here for you.
to make a family,
to make a home,
yet you threw it away.
and now all thats left is a place in our hearts,
full of haterd and pain.
what was so wrong that you had to do this.
leaving for weeks at a time,
how could you,
why would you.
what was so wrong with our little family.
i really don't think you know how much i hate you.
i hate you with a pain that has enveloped my heart.
a haterd so deep that it pains me inside.
all my mother did was give you her love.
and all you could do was throw it to the wind.
i could go on like this forever,
telling you how much i hate you.
your the only father that either my brother and i ever had.
we loved you and you threw it away.
i hate you i can't stand looking at you.
this is the end of what used to be.
and what would have been.
good-bye, see what you did.