pains dark embrace

[spally]

when love dies,
and hate races through my vains.
pain holds me close in its dark embrace,
the heartach from your tretchery.
the tears i shead for their lies.
the blood pouring from my vains.
pain love me through this time
hold me from their lies,
take away the clouds that cover,
the true sight from these eyes.
into the black abyss of my heart.
feeling helpless, shamefull,
descraed for being able to do nothing.
nothing to ease the pain,
nothing but hide in pains embrace.
fearing the truth,
fearing the light.
what am i to do,
when their lies cover me in a blanket of confusion.
shameless, and fearful,
into pains dark embrace.
through a tangled web of emotions,
with not but the night.
watching them live their lives,
lying to those they "love".
confusion, lonelieness,
would they retreat into the light.
the light will show all that hides.
bull, it only fuels their lies.
darks embrace holds me through their lies,
no light shines when lies are told.
gaurding and haunting,
deep within pains dark embrace.