muhsin
02-14-2006, 08:01 AM
WHAT A DESTINY?
I absolutely don’t know from where to begin writing this piece, just because of its content nature which I surely know will enfeeble incalculable number of people’s effort toward the dynamic chances in passing exams.
So.
My story/piece to begin as they say is to start from the beginning, but now it’s from the time I was hospitalized due to an accident. Thus, during my stay there, I experienced some health workers’ disgusted behaviors towards those who had come as either patients or even visitors, this habit is of no sort rather than harassing, hissing, maltreating, and many other disgruntled habits of this nature.
Fortunately, since then, an appetite of becoming someone as they were quickly was built in my mind, with a hope of bringing a tangible and sound positive change in the business.
Praying day and night I had been, only begging Almighty creator to let me be a medical doctor someday. So, I pressurized my principled father as well as my responsible brothers to buy me an exam that will enable me to go either Science or sometimes Technical College.
Luckily enough, as I sat (for the exam) I was able to have passed it out from a crowd of many colleagues. But unfortunately, the school I adore it wasn’t the one I got-Technical instead of Science- and this WILL of God discouraged me not, really now even a little.
Sincerely speaking, it was later I realized that, my dreams can never be realizable, my future thoughts had unexpectedly changed, I lost any specific expectation or I should say ambition from that of becoming a Medical Doctor to just passing an exam-Senior School Certificate (SSCE) with flying color. Wallahi, this is what I’d been praying for about half of a decade or so till the day before I wrote this piece.
My meaning in doing that is nothing but wiling o use the result as it’ll show, as they say: using the materials that are at hand.
Then I gather a certain data as: passing an exam is not a simple task, this must be based upon two fundamentals as: praying humbly and tirelessly and reading voraciously, I swore with the one and only God whom my soul is at his hand, that, that is what I’d actually been.
This effort of mine had now been engulfed by an immense fate, leaving heart with nothing but greatly gutted, eyes pouring tears as an ocean, body in an enormous dizziness. Oh damn!
Moreover, in order to achieve what I blindly hypnotized to achieve, I even went on and bought another examination, which is set by different exam body with the one we use to sit for in our college, but the story is now all the same.
To cap it all, the results I’d got a perfectly a dishearten ones; my life is now in a humongous cataclysmic entanglement. Oh God help!
I really thank God, but Muhsin, a loyal servant of You I’m and I’ll remain, please I’m indeed in need of Your RESCUE, please HELP.
Muhammad Muhsin
Kano-Nigeria
I absolutely don’t know from where to begin writing this piece, just because of its content nature which I surely know will enfeeble incalculable number of people’s effort toward the dynamic chances in passing exams.
So.
My story/piece to begin as they say is to start from the beginning, but now it’s from the time I was hospitalized due to an accident. Thus, during my stay there, I experienced some health workers’ disgusted behaviors towards those who had come as either patients or even visitors, this habit is of no sort rather than harassing, hissing, maltreating, and many other disgruntled habits of this nature.
Fortunately, since then, an appetite of becoming someone as they were quickly was built in my mind, with a hope of bringing a tangible and sound positive change in the business.
Praying day and night I had been, only begging Almighty creator to let me be a medical doctor someday. So, I pressurized my principled father as well as my responsible brothers to buy me an exam that will enable me to go either Science or sometimes Technical College.
Luckily enough, as I sat (for the exam) I was able to have passed it out from a crowd of many colleagues. But unfortunately, the school I adore it wasn’t the one I got-Technical instead of Science- and this WILL of God discouraged me not, really now even a little.
Sincerely speaking, it was later I realized that, my dreams can never be realizable, my future thoughts had unexpectedly changed, I lost any specific expectation or I should say ambition from that of becoming a Medical Doctor to just passing an exam-Senior School Certificate (SSCE) with flying color. Wallahi, this is what I’d been praying for about half of a decade or so till the day before I wrote this piece.
My meaning in doing that is nothing but wiling o use the result as it’ll show, as they say: using the materials that are at hand.
Then I gather a certain data as: passing an exam is not a simple task, this must be based upon two fundamentals as: praying humbly and tirelessly and reading voraciously, I swore with the one and only God whom my soul is at his hand, that, that is what I’d actually been.
This effort of mine had now been engulfed by an immense fate, leaving heart with nothing but greatly gutted, eyes pouring tears as an ocean, body in an enormous dizziness. Oh damn!
Moreover, in order to achieve what I blindly hypnotized to achieve, I even went on and bought another examination, which is set by different exam body with the one we use to sit for in our college, but the story is now all the same.
To cap it all, the results I’d got a perfectly a dishearten ones; my life is now in a humongous cataclysmic entanglement. Oh God help!
I really thank God, but Muhsin, a loyal servant of You I’m and I’ll remain, please I’m indeed in need of Your RESCUE, please HELP.
Muhammad Muhsin
Kano-Nigeria