Mace Sin
12-22-2005, 02:30 PM
Ah, my mother thinks I'm a failure due to my lack of religious beliefs, my stepdad thinks I'm nothing but a liar. My dad does drugs, lies to me, and won't pay money to support us. My grandfather has no money to pay his medical bills, and he has MS. My grandmother is in the same boat as my grandfather, although she doesn't have MS.
And I'm so peaceful right now. For the past couple of months I've been angry enough to kill someone it seemed, and this morning I woke up. I woke up, and I took an attitude adjustment. I've examined and cross-examined the effects of my anger, and didn't see one good reason to be angry so much. I've gone from everyone saying I need therapy to a completely reformed person it seems right now. I woke up this morning, cleaned the house, and every time I feel anger approaching I make myself do pushups until I'm tired. The way I'm going I might have a hundred pushups done by the end of the day, but hey--it helps me out at least. ;)
I never knew how great it felt to just sit back and relax. Here I am fueling my anger, when I could just throw all the bad feelings into the trash heap and start over with a clear--almost enlightened mind it seems.
Who else is feelings good right now?
And I'm so peaceful right now. For the past couple of months I've been angry enough to kill someone it seemed, and this morning I woke up. I woke up, and I took an attitude adjustment. I've examined and cross-examined the effects of my anger, and didn't see one good reason to be angry so much. I've gone from everyone saying I need therapy to a completely reformed person it seems right now. I woke up this morning, cleaned the house, and every time I feel anger approaching I make myself do pushups until I'm tired. The way I'm going I might have a hundred pushups done by the end of the day, but hey--it helps me out at least. ;)
I never knew how great it felt to just sit back and relax. Here I am fueling my anger, when I could just throw all the bad feelings into the trash heap and start over with a clear--almost enlightened mind it seems.
Who else is feelings good right now?