Ranting

[jftinky]

A sombering thought
to realize that you live alone
and you will die alone
Your family life a mere formality
If it were not for a few
I would have killed myself long ago.
Suicidal thought deride my mind
I am lucky to have a day of peace,
a day without deviant desires and
lonely desperation.
"If only" is a constant
nightmare and more so a reality.
I am haunted by imperfections.
I see myself sinking deeper into nothing.
My societal subversion which I have kept hidden
seeps through my pores and my suspicion grows.
I know they know.
No specifics, but they realize
the perversion I am.
Only a matter of time before I am found.
Mercy on those who find it.

[gatsbysghost]

There was a time when I related to this poem. I hope for you, that time lies in the past now, too. If not, hang in there, it gets better. I like the phrasing of this piece. If you would like to talk pm me.

[Phoenix_Tears]

Well, what can i honestly say, exept that i enjoyed reading this, someone once told me something about a poem i wrote here that i will try to tell you now.

While reading this poem, i felt the power of your words, and i understood the emotions. This is very important that a reader feel you, if you will. I definitely did. I have a slight headache and the screen is blurring my vision so i'll have to finish my reply later
Ciao- Phoen-x