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Chapter 11


Mr. Loomis, true to his word, wrote a few days later that he
had enquired in vain in the work-shop for any news of Ramy; and as
she folded this letter and laid it between the leaves of her Bible,
Ann Eliza felt that her last hope was gone.  Miss Mellins, of
course, had long since suggested the mediation of the police, and
cited from her favourite literature convincing instances of the
supernatural ability of the Pinkerton detective; but Mr. Hawkins,
when called in council, dashed this project by remarking that
detectives cost something like twenty dollars a day; and a vague
fear of the law, some half-formed vision of Evelina in the clutch
of a blue-coated "officer," kept Ann Eliza from invoking the aid of
the police.

After the arrival of Mr. Loomis's note the weeks followed each
other uneventfully.  Ann Eliza's cough clung to her till late in
the spring, the reflection in her looking-glass grew more bent and
meagre, and her forehead sloped back farther toward the twist of
hair that was fastened above her parting by a comb of black India-

Toward spring a lady who was expecting a baby took up her
abode at the Mendoza Family Hotel, and through the friendly
intervention of Miss Mellins the making of some of the baby-clothes
was entrusted to Ann Eliza.  This eased her of anxiety for the
immediate future; but she had to rouse herself to feel any sense of
relief.  Her personal welfare was what least concerned her.
Sometimes she thought of giving up the shop altogether; and
only the fear that, if she changed her address, Evelina might not
be able to find her, kept her from carrying out this plan.

Since she had lost her last hope of tracing her sister, all
the activities of her lonely imagination had been concentrated on
the possibility of Evelina's coming back to her.  The discovery of
Ramy's secret filled her with dreadful fears.  In the solitude of
the shop and the back room she was tortured by vague pictures of
Evelina's sufferings.  What horrors might not be hidden beneath her
silence?  Ann Eliza's great dread was that Miss Mellins should worm
out of her what she had learned from Mr. Loomis.  She was sure Miss
Mellins must have abominable things to tell about drug-fiends--
things she did not have the strength to hear.  "Drug-fiend"--the
very word was Satanic; she could hear Miss Mellins roll it on her
tongue.  But Ann Eliza's own imagination, left to itself, had begun
to people the long hours with evil visions.  Sometimes, in the
night, she thought she heard herself called: the voice was her
sister's, but faint with a nameless terror.  Her most peaceful
moments were those in which she managed to convince herself that
Evelina was dead.  She thought of her then, mournfully but more
calmly, as thrust away under the neglected mound of some unknown
cemetery, where no headstone marked her name, no mourner with
flowers for another grave paused in pity to lay a blossom on hers.
But this vision did not often give Ann Eliza its negative relief;
and always, beneath its hazy lines, lurked the dark conviction that
Evelina was alive, in misery and longing for her.

So the summer wore on.  Ann Eliza was conscious that Mrs.
Hawkins and Miss Mellins were watching her with affectionate
anxiety, but the knowledge brought no comfort.  She no longer cared
what they felt or thought about her.  Her grief lay far beyond
touch of human healing, and after a while she became aware that
they knew they could not help her.  They still came in as often as
their busy lives permitted, but their visits grew shorter, and Mrs.
Hawkins always brought Arthur or the baby, so that there should be
something to talk about, and some one whom she could scold.

The autumn came, and the winter.  Business had fallen off
again, and but few purchasers came to the little shop in the
basement.  In January Ann Eliza pawned her mother's cashmere scarf,
her mosaic brooch, and the rosewood what-not on which the clock had
always stood; she would have sold the bedstead too, but for the
persistent vision of Evelina returning weak and weary, and not
knowing where to lay her head.

The winter passed in its turn, and March reappeared with its
galaxies of yellow jonquils at the windy street corners, reminding
Ann Eliza of the spring day when Evelina had come home with a bunch
of jonquils in her hand.  In spite of the flowers which lent such
a premature brightness to the streets the month was fierce and
stormy, and Ann Eliza could get no warmth into her bones.
Nevertheless, she was insensibly beginning to take up the healing
routine of life.  Little by little she had grown used to being
alone, she had begun to take a languid interest in the one or two
new purchasers the season had brought, and though the thought of
Evelina was as poignant as ever, it was less persistently in the
foreground of her mind.

Late one afternoon she was sitting behind the counter, wrapped
in her shawl, and wondering how soon she might draw down the blinds
and retreat into the comparative cosiness of the back room.  She
was not thinking of anything in particular, except perhaps in a
hazy way of the lady with the puffed sleeves, who after her long
eclipse had reappeared the day before in sleeves of a new cut, and
bought some tape and needles.  The lady still wore mourning, but
she was evidently lightening it, and Ann Eliza saw in this the hope
of future orders.  The lady had left the shop about an hour before,
walking away with her graceful step toward Fifth Avenue.  She had
wished Ann Eliza good day in her usual affable way, and Ann Eliza
thought how odd it was that they should have been acquainted so
long, and yet that she should not know the lady's name.  From this
consideration her mind wandered to the cut of the lady's new
sleeves, and she was vexed with herself for not having noted it
more carefully.  She felt Miss Mellins might have liked to know
about it.  Ann Eliza's powers of observation had never been
as keen as Evelina's, when the latter was not too self-absorbed to
exert them.  As Miss Mellins always said, Evelina could "take
patterns with her eyes": she could have cut that new sleeve out of
a folded newspaper in a trice!  Musing on these things, Ann Eliza
wished the lady would come back and give her another look at the
sleeve.  It was not unlikely that she might pass that way, for she
certainly lived in or about the Square.  Suddenly Ann Eliza
remarked a small neat handkerchief on the counter: it must have
dropped from the lady's purse, and she would probably come back to
get it.  Ann Eliza, pleased at the idea, sat on behind the counter
and watched the darkening street.  She always lit the gas as late
as possible, keeping the box of matches at her elbow, so that if
any one came she could apply a quick flame to the gas-jet.  At
length through the deepening dusk she distinguished a slim dark
figure coming down the steps to the shop.  With a little warmth of
pleasure about her heart she reached up to light the gas.  "I do
believe I'll ask her name this time," she thought.  She raised the
flame to its full height, and saw her sister standing in the door.

There she was at last, the poor pale shade of Evelina, her
thin face blanched of its faint pink, the stiff ripples gone from
her hair, and a mantle shabbier than Ann Eliza's drawn about her
narrow shoulders.  The glare of the gas beat full on her as she
stood and looked at Ann Eliza.

"Sister--oh, Evelina!  I knowed you'd come!"

Ann Eliza had caught her close with a long moan of triumph.
Vague words poured from her as she laid her cheek against
Evelina's--trivial inarticulate endearments caught from Mrs.
Hawkins's long discourses to her baby.

For a while Evelina let herself be passively held; then she
drew back from her sister's clasp and looked about the shop.  "I'm
dead tired.  Ain't there any fire?" she asked.

"Of course there is!"  Ann Eliza, holding her hand fast, drew
her into the back room.  She did not want to ask any questions yet:
she simply wanted to feel the emptiness of the room brimmed full
again by the one presence that was warmth and light to her.

She knelt down before the grate, scraped some bits of coal and
kindling from the bottom of the coal-scuttle, and drew one of the
rocking-chairs up to the weak flame.  "There--that'll blaze up in
a minute," she said.  She pressed Evelina down on the faded
cushions of the rocking-chair, and, kneeling beside her, began to
rub her hands.

"You're stone-cold, ain't you?  Just sit still and warm
yourself while I run and get the kettle.  I've got something you
always used to fancy for supper."  She laid her hand on Evelina's
shoulder.  "Don't talk--oh, don't talk yet!" she implored.  She
wanted to keep that one frail second of happiness between herself
and what she knew must come.

Evelina, without a word, bent over the fire, stretching her
thin hands to the blaze and watching Ann Eliza fill the kettle and
set the supper table.  Her gaze had the dreamy fixity of a half-
awakened child's.

Ann Eliza, with a smile of triumph, brought a slice of custard
pie from the cupboard and put it by her sister's plate.

"You do like that, don't you?  Miss Mellins sent it down to me
this morning.  She had her aunt from Brooklyn to dinner.  Ain't it
funny it just so happened?"

"I ain't hungry," said Evelina, rising to approach the table.

She sat down in her usual place, looked about her with the
same wondering stare, and then, as of old, poured herself out the
first cup of tea.

"Where's the what-not gone to?" she suddenly asked.

Ann Eliza set down the teapot and rose to get a spoon from the
cupboard.  With her back to the room she said: "The what-not?  Why,
you see, dearie, living here all alone by myself it only made one
more thing to dust; so I sold it."

Evelina's eyes were still travelling about the familiar room.
Though it was against all the traditions of the Bunner family to
sell any household possession, she showed no surprise at her
sister's answer.

"And the clock?  The clock's gone too."

"Oh, I gave that away--I gave it to Mrs. Hawkins.  She's kep'
awake so nights with that last baby."

"I wish you'd never bought it," said Evelina harshly.

Ann Eliza's heart grew faint with fear.  Without answering,
she crossed over to her sister's seat and poured her out a second
cup of tea.  Then another thought struck her, and she went back to
the cupboard and took out the cordial.  In Evelina's absence
considerable draughts had been drawn from it by invalid neighbours;
but a glassful of the precious liquid still remained.

"Here, drink this right off--it'll warm you up quicker than
anything," Ann Eliza said.

Evelina obeyed, and a slight spark of colour came into her
cheeks.  She turned to the custard pie and began to eat with a
silent voracity distressing to watch.  She did not even look to see
what was left for Ann Eliza.

"I ain't hungry," she said at last as she laid down her fork.
"I'm only so dead tired--that's the trouble."

"then you'd better get right into bed.  Here's my old plaid
dressing-gown--you remember it, don't you?"  Ann Eliza laughed,
recalling Evelina's ironies on the subject of the antiquated
garment.  With trembling fingers she began to undo her sister's
cloak.  The dress beneath it told a tale of poverty that Ann Eliza
dared not pause to note.  She drew it gently off, and as it slipped
from Evelina's shoulders it revealed a tiny black bag hanging on a
ribbon about her neck.  Evelina lifted her hand as though to screen
the bag from Ann Eliza; and the elder sister, seeing the gesture,
continued her task with lowered eyes.  She undressed Evelina as
quickly as she could, and wrapping her in the plaid dressing-gown
put her to bed, and spread her own shawl and her sister's cloak
above the blanket.

"Where's the old red comfortable?" Evelina asked, as she sank
down on the pillow.

"The comfortable?  Oh, it was so hot and heavy I never used it
after you went--so I sold that too.  I never could sleep under much

She became aware that her sister was looking at her more

"I guess you've been in trouble too," Evelina said.

"Me?  In trouble?  What do you mean, Evelina?"

"You've had to pawn the things, I suppose," Evelina continued
in a weary unmoved tone.  "Well, I've been through worse than that.
I've been to hell and back."

"Oh, Evelina--don't say it, sister!" Ann Eliza implored,
shrinking from the unholy word.  She knelt down and began to rub
her sister's feet beneath the bedclothes.

"I've been to hell and back--if I AM back," Evelina
repeated.  She lifted her head from the pillow and began to talk
with a sudden feverish volubility.  "It began right away, less than
a month after we were married.  I've been in hell all that time,
Ann Eliza."  She fixed her eyes with passionate intentness on Ann
Eliza's face.  "He took opium.  I didn't find it out till long
afterward--at first, when he acted so strange, I thought he drank.
But it was worse, much worse than drinking."

"Oh, sister, don't say it--don't say it yet!  It's so sweet
just to have you here with me again."

"I must say it," Evelina insisted, her flushed face burning
with a kind of bitter cruelty.  "You don't know what life's like--
you don't know anything about it--setting here safe all the while
in this peaceful place."

"Oh, Evelina--why didn't you write and send for me if it was
like that?"

"That's why I couldn't write.  Didn't you guess I was

"How could you be?  Ashamed to write to Ann Eliza?"

Evelina raised herself on her thin elbow, while Ann Eliza,
bending over, drew a corner of the shawl about her shoulder.

"Do lay down again.  You'll catch your death."

"My death?  That don't frighten me!  You don't know what I've
been through."  And sitting upright in the old mahogany bed, with
flushed cheeks and chattering teeth, and Ann Eliza's trembling arm
clasping the shawl about her neck, Evelina poured out her story.
It was a tale of misery and humiliation so remote from the elder
sister's innocent experiences that much of it was hardly
intelligible to her.  Evelina's dreadful familiarity with it all,
her fluency about things which Ann Eliza half-guessed and quickly
shuddered back from, seemed even more alien and terrible than
the actual tale she told.  It was one thing--and heaven knew
it was bad enough!--to learn that one's sister's husband was a
drug-fiend; it was another, and much worse thing, to learn from
that sister's pallid lips what vileness lay behind the word.

Evelina, unconscious of any distress but her own, sat upright,
shivering in Ann Eliza's hold, while she piled up, detail by
detail, her dreary narrative.

"The minute we got out there, and he found the job wasn't as
good as he expected, he changed.  At first I thought he was sick--I
used to try to keep him home and nurse him.  Then I saw it was
something different.  He used to go off for hours at a time, and
when he came back his eyes kinder had a fog over them.  Sometimes
he didn't har'ly know me, and when he did he seemed to hate me.
Once he hit me here."  She touched her breast.  "Do you remember,
Ann Eliza, that time he didn't come to see us for a week--the time
after we all went to Central Park together--and you and I thought
he must be sick?"

Ann Eliza nodded.

"Well, that was the trouble--he'd been at it then.  But
nothing like as bad.  After we'd been out there about a month he
disappeared for a whole week.  They took him back at the store, and
gave him another chance; but the second time they discharged him,
and he drifted round for ever so long before he could get another
job.  We spent all our money and had to move to a cheaper place.
Then he got something to do, but they hardly paid him anything, and
he didn't stay there long.  When he found out about the baby--"

"The baby?" Ann Eliza faltered.

"It's dead--it only lived a day.  When he found out about it,
he got mad, and said he hadn't any money to pay doctors' bills, and
I'd better write to you to help us.  He had an idea you had money
hidden away that I didn't know about."  She turned to her sister
with remorseful eyes.  "It was him that made me get that hundred
dollars out of you."

"Hush, hush.  I always meant it for you anyhow."

"Yes, but I wouldn't have taken it if he hadn't been at me the
whole time.  He used to make me do just what he wanted.  Well, when
I said I wouldn't write to you for more money he said I'd better
try and earn some myself.  That was when he struck me. . . .  Oh,
you don't know what I'm talking about yet! . . . I tried to get
work at a milliner's, but I was so sick I couldn't stay.  I was
sick all the time.  I wisht I'd ha' died, Ann Eliza."

"No, no, Evelina."

"Yes, I do.  It kept getting worse and worse.  We pawned the
furniture, and they turned us out because we couldn't pay the rent;
and so then we went to board with Mrs. Hochmuller."

Ann Eliza pressed her closer to dissemble her own tremor.
"Mrs. Hochmuller?"

"Didn't you know she was out there?  She moved out a month
after we did.  She wasn't bad to me, and I think she tried to keep
him straight--but Linda--"


"Well, when I kep' getting worse, and he was always off, for
days at a time, the doctor had me sent to a hospital."

"A hospital?  Sister--sister!"

"It was better than being with him; and the doctors were real
kind to me.  After the baby was born I was very sick and had to
stay there a good while.  And one day when I was laying there Mrs.
Hochmuller came in as white as a sheet, and told me him and Linda
had gone off together and taken all her money.  That's the last I
ever saw of him."  She broke off with a laugh and began to cough

Ann Eliza tried to persuade her to lie down and sleep, but the
rest of her story had to be told before she could be soothed into
consent.  After the news of Ramy's flight she had had brain fever,
and had been sent to another hospital where she stayed a long
time--how long she couldn't remember.  Dates and days meant nothing
to her in the shapeless ruin of her life.  When she left the
hospital she found that Mrs. Hochmuller had gone too.  She was
penniless, and had no one to turn to.  A lady visitor at the
hospital was kind, and found her a place where she did housework;
but she was so weak they couldn't keep her.  Then she got a job as
waitress in a down-town lunch-room, but one day she fainted while
she was handing a dish, and that evening when they paid her
they told her she needn't come again.

"After that I begged in the streets"--(Ann Eliza's grasp again
grew tight)--"and one afternoon last week, when the matinees was
coming out, I met a man with a pleasant face, something like Mr.
Hawkins, and he stopped and asked me what the trouble was.  I told
him if he'd give me five dollars I'd have money enough to buy a
ticket back to New York, and he took a good look at me and said,
well, if that was what I wanted he'd go straight to the station
with me and give me the five dollars there.  So he did--and he
bought the ticket, and put me in the cars."

Evelina sank back, her face a sallow wedge in the white cleft
of the pillow.  Ann Eliza leaned over her, and for a long time they
held each other without speaking.

They were still clasped in this dumb embrace when there was a
step in the shop and Ann Eliza, starting up, saw Miss Mellins in
the doorway.

"My sakes, Miss Bunner!  What in the land are you doing?  Miss
Evelina--Mrs. Ramy--it ain't you?"

Miss Mellins's eyes, bursting from their sockets, sprang from
Evelina's pallid face to the disordered supper table and the heap
of worn clothes on the floor; then they turned back to Ann Eliza,
who had placed herself on the defensive between her sister and the

"My sister Evelina has come back--come back on a visit.  she
was taken sick in the cars on the way home--I guess she caught
cold--so I made her go right to bed as soon as ever she got here."

Ann Eliza was surprised at the strength and steadiness of her
voice.  Fortified by its sound she went on, her eyes on Miss
Mellins's baffled countenance: "Mr. Ramy has gone west on a trip--a
trip connected with his business; and Evelina is going to stay with
me till he comes back."

Edith Wharton

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