Three shoppers stand beneath a neon sign saying, “Ye Olde Healthe Foode Shoppe”
“I believe in spirituality,” says the first. “Not the shopworn, trite spirituality of traditional religion, but a deeply personal spirituality.”
“I believe in poetry,” says the second. “Not poetry that rhymes, of course, but avant-guarde language poet – the poetry of the soul.”
“I believe in personal growth,” says the third. “Not anything specific or rigorous, but I believe that I have infinite potential.”
These three shoppers believe in the future. That is, they believe in something that doesn’t exist.
The past existed. It really happened. That’s the problem with it. Our language poet knows he can’t write sonnets as well as Shakespeare, or odes as well as Keats, or epics as well as Homer. Who can? It’s too hard. So he persuades himself that the kind of poetry he can write is the wave of the future.
Our personal spirituality lover knows he can’t give up everything he owns and become a saint, like Francis of Assisi. He knows he can’t meditate for months on end like a Buddhist monk. So he persuades himself that the spirituality he can practice is the wave of the future.
Our personal growth advocate knows he can’t undergo a personal epiphany, like Augustine. He lacks the discipline and direction. So he persuades himself that the personal growth of which he is capable is the wave of the future.
There is something both cowardly and noble about our three heroes. It is cowardly to reject the past because it is threatening. The giants of the past are not only the windmills against which we tilt, but also the chargers we ride to the joust. It is sane to be in awe of giants, but cowardly to fear them. The hero, like Ozymandias of old, cries, “Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair.”
Of course if our works are puny and pitiful (as they always are), it’s hard to work up much volume or enthusiasm on the Ozymandian shout. Most of our own works make us despair, not other people.
That is why the language poet and the seeker of spirituality and the personal growth buff are noble. Their works may be desperate bunk, but their hearts are in the right place. They may not be able to write poetry, or know God, or grow, but they have the souls of poets, the hearts of saints and the ambition of geniuses.
Of course every mailman, every factory worker, and (yes) every vitamin salesman has the soul of a poet. For, even more important, each of us has the soul of a human being. What we don’t have is the ability to write poetry.
Every clerk, every waiter, and (even) every U.S. Senator has the spirituality of a priest or shaman. For, more important, each of us has the spirituality of a human being. What we don’t have is the ability to talk to God, or see the future, or telepathically bend silverware. We have all “heard the mermaids singing, each to each,” but most of us are unable to understand the words, or remember the tune.
The world is a strange place. We all delude ourselves. We all believe many things which simply aren’t true. But one thing is true: we can see the wave of the future only by looking into the past. As with the waves of the sea, or the winds of the air, we know what’s coming only by knowing what has come. “There is nothing new under the sun…. All rivers floweth into the sea, and yet the sea is not full, for unto that place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again.” So it is for the sea; so it is for the human soul.


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