You steer clear of the iterations,
Fiercely regulating the subjects your pen explores.
You're certain that you've always striven for breadth over depth
So you could bask in the glow of the facets you'd created.
Then that reasoning begins to crumble,
Revealing itself as something you'd fabricated for your own protection.
It's not a desire for an eclectic collection,
It's a fear of what focus might uncover.
You'll dig countless holes in the history of your life,
But you'll hesitate to dig deeply.
The world down there would be dark and cold and silent,
Sharpen your senses into a deadly point.
You'd enter the truth as the truth entered you
Until you couldn't tell what from who.
All hope of return would flicker out,
For once found you'd be lost beyond a doubt.