I want to deny you
No, No, No
My mind forms this instant answer,
but my mouth stays silent.
But then I accuse myself
How could you?
I know what I believe,
but then why did I say no?
Are those my true feeling
or am I playing the rebel?
I sit in church and say sorry
over and over cause I don't stop.
The sorrys seem pointless.
I'm tired.
You know my thoughts so why bother?
Yet I still don't know mine.