Therapy Supremo
by
Steven Hunley
You have no idea the state of mind I’m in. So desperate, so out of touch with the feminine side of our species I’m ready to start combing the pages of Plenty of Fish to hook one.
Of course, the process is arduous. It’s fraught with difficulties. But I do it. My psyche requires it. So I scan through the pictures and skim through the biographies and come across one that really sticks out.
“But what’s this? This distressing fact right here in the last paragraph.”
The pictures are beguiling but the bio is disturbing. It says she’s a therapist of some kind. Aye carumba! I don’t care much for this kind of stuff, for the simple reason I have a magician’s training, and as all magicians know, you take a magician’s oath to never give up your secrets.
Not by a long shot do I intend to give up the secrets in me. It will certainly make me lose my magic. I don’t intend to give up my magic. No earthquake or fire or tornado could possibly worm any secrets out of me.
It’s a case of Hall and Oates No Can Do. I can’t go for that.
But before you know it, I cave in and we start corresponding. Pretty soon we’re exchanging e-mail addresses and exchanging tons of information. Mega-tons of info is traded back and forth.
Not to say it is all good. Dump trucks of generic trash are interspersed with galleons of personal treasure. But after awhile, other indicators began to pile up.
“You have a daughter named ‘Nichole’? Me too, but we spell it ‘Nicole’.”
“You’re an English teacher? I was an English teacher!”
“You’ve been to Peru? Me too!”
“You sent me Rat Pack songs. My dad knew all the Rat Pack songs.”
“Hey, we’ve got a lot of synchronicity going on. You like Jung? Me and Carl are just like that!”
I cross my fingers but she can’t see, it’s over the phone.
“Carl wrote the introduction to my copy of the I Ching. You don’t know the I Ching? I’ll throw it for you one day, got the bronze coins and all.”
Next thing you know I’m sending her links to You-Tube, songs, and movies like Pather Panchali.
The reason I send Pather Panchali is because although the sequence shows children, it’s a sensuous sequence. It’s a clever way of being suggestive and tender too. That’s me, Mister Tender and Suggestive. Something about this woman brings it out in me.
Well' to be truthful, I’m lying here. Me sending her a link to Satyajit Ray’s film isn’t just an example of my masculine seductive prowess. Her mother is dying, and life for her is a collection of storms and hostilities. I intend to stand by her side and brave the storm with her, that’s what it’s really about. That’s the truth of the matter.
Of course, I have reservations. Any private no-admittance man with his head screwed on straight has reservations. So me, the clandestine me, the hesitant me, the covered-up covered-up me, has a sh*t-load of reservations. But her image is so compelling I have to go for the gusto anyway and make a date to have coffee.
Oh my God, and by the Beard of the Prophet, I suggest having coffee!
That’s me, Mister Bold and Reckless, Mister Take-A-Chance, Mister I Don’t Give A F*ck, because she’s so lovely I just hafta, making a date with a good-looking woman to have coffee simply because her image is so damn compelling. Mister Me, the Dude who doesn’t care to have anyone, and I mean anyone, peering around inside his noggin.
The rendezvous is at Starbucks in North Park. If I don’t get a true-love connection out of this, at least I can get a decent cup of coffee, most likely Columbian Supremo. Even romance can have a practical side. I jam out the door and fly up the street and figure I’ll arrive there about the same time she does, not a minute before, so as not to appear the needy bastard I am.
Sometimes I drip more neediness than a Van Husen drip-dry shirt, only twice as pathetic. She’ll probably take one look at me and hang me out to dry.
Well, I’m up here now at Starbucks and realize there are more white Lexuses than I imagined in this world and plenty of other cars that look similar too, especially since it’s dark. Scanning every white car for a good-looking dark-haired woman is wearing out my brain. After several impatient minutes, I give her a call and she answers.
“I’m here on the corner,” she says.
I’m so nervous I scan every corner in sight.
I cross the street in front of the wig shop and by this time I’m so keyed up I’m about to explode. Right then I turn around and see a woman getting out of her car. She looks up.
The smoldering eyes, the dark stylish hair, the high-as-Everest cheekbones and expressive mouth curved in a tenderly delicious welcoming smile, oh please, Momma, please!
Let it be her!
I sprint like an Olympic ice-skater to her side and scare the you-know-what out of her when I screech to a halt, nearly knocking her down.
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry!”
Nothing like a great first impression.
That’s me, King of Great First Impressions. It’s her, Queen of Style and Good Looks.
And speaking of good looks, I can’t wait to get her inside of Starbucks for a real-first rate reconnoiter under the unforgiving klieg light of ol’ stimulant coffee Arabica.
We hug a friendly hug hello. At least for two strangers, it’s supposed to be a rather casual friendly-fied hug, nothing special mind you, nothing suggestive. But I notice a certain warmth, a certain je ne sais quoi, and whatever the hell it is, I like it. I’m not supposed to like it that much, but I like it… that much and more. I can feel her smile in the hug and it touches me somewhere deep inside.
To be continued…
http://youtu.be/XiCOJAfjc-Q I can’t go for That
http://youtu.be/wnm7QP1JXgY Pather Panchali
©Steven Hunley 2014