Sucking on a cigarette
Nicotine nipple
Bleeding on an Apple
Whilst eating.
Plastic udder milk
because I need it.
Playing a song that makes me feel like somebody else, some place else.
Lighting candles for calm
Dancing alone
Wondering about yesterday
And the day before
Sucking on a nipple
That's available.
Listening to music
To recapture something
That passed.
Passing on.
Very little.
The odd memory
Of building a sandcastle
Kicking a ball
Or some line that meant nothing
When it left my lips.
Others know me better
Than I ever will.