I don't want to sound demeaning in any way to you. But debates are useless, this I agree on. As for bashing, I don't think so. Just some tussle back n forth. As for needing help with scripture I leave that to the Spirit.
I'm not sure if the "you" meant I as far as needing help? Since you posted without any quotations. What I do say is, we all struggle with God because of our sinful nature. Once we recognize we have such a nature, God opens Himself up to us.
As for only begotten; are you suggesting God has more than one Son? I find no support for that thesis.
It's early and my brain is not working in full force, so excuse my demeanor.
As for Bible cc, it is a great place, and I recommend it myself.