Originally Posted by
rubsley
I'm working on a theory...and trying to propose that there's really not actually that much point to fiction. Which is a strange thing for someone who likes to write to do. But the more I get into it, the more it seems kind of pointless.
Anyways, I'll just blurt some of the things that the embryonic theory hinges around and hopefully get some feedback with some wise quotes to enlighten me.
So...
So much of fiction just seems like a grand distraction: I think people will do almost anything to avoid having to listen to their own thoughts and inner-voices. Rather than sit in silence, they fill it with words that don't mean anything. Rather than do nothing on a train, they pick up yesterday's newspaper and read celebrity stories that have no relevance to them and which are instantly forgotten. Is not fiction just an extension of this? A means to fill the brain with words other than our own? Page after page, sentence after sentence repeated internally and then quickly put aside?
But, ah, people say: fiction can teach us something about the world, about society. But can it? Fiction is made-up, even if based on reality, so how can it teach us about the real world and our lives? How can it really compare to history or autobiography in this regard?
Then again, what's wrong with distraction or entertainment? What's wrong with a bit of escapism? (Did you know the French word for "entertainment" is in fact "le distraction"? Interesting, huh?)
I also think a lot about how so many of our great writers were alcoholics, drug users, committed suicide. That to me means that they failed in life, never mastered its most basic lessons, such as not poisoning their own body. To me, that speaks of a mind that is diseased - so what real value, then, can their words have?
Also, how come the most enlightened people among us have never gone in for literature, or even writing of any kind? Buddha and Jesus and Mata Amritanandamayi appear to have no interest in writing things down, even though people like that perhaps have the greatest reason to. Weird, huh? Even Thomas Aquinas gave up writing once he'd seen the 'beyond the beyond', regarding all his previous work - regarded as masterpieces - as worthless as straw.
So what is literature? What point in it? Half the time when I read fiction it means nothing to me and is just a means of passing the time. Hours and hours invested and so few of thousands of words staying with me. Other times I read to try and learn something - but mostly what I learn from is real life experiences, and in the written world "what actually happened", not fiction. A wise teacher once told me "teach from your own experience" and that seems like good advice. Words of our own experience appear to have substance, but made-up words and abstract theories don't. Even books like 'On The Road', which I love, I feel suffer from not being truly non-fictional, even if they mainly are. Knowing that it's not one hundred percent factual I'm left wanting to know exactly what actually happened and what didn't. The thing is, when you have a notion to do something and you meet someone who tells you a true story about doing it, it inspires you, because you know it's actually possible. But when that story is fictional, it doesn't have the same power. Anything's possible in fiction. Too much.
I'm not sure where I am with this. I still have memories of enjoyable books I've read - but, really, it seems like they are few and far between, and even the greats among them I remember so little about. It's starting to feel like such little return for such big investment - and that there are very few books out there that can satisfy.
Ken Kesey is another man who went off writing in later life. "People just don't talk like they do in books," he said. I know exactly what he means.
It also seems like the happier and more content I get in my own life, the less interest I have in reading, in movies, in escapism.
Is writing the symptom of an illness rather than its cure?
What think y'all?