From your post…short memory, eh?
Enjoy Litnet.I am a social being and I cannot get out of its boundary and I have to comply with the standards and norms set for me and I cannot have multiple relationships though I often have this desire even something for threesome
http://www.online-literature.com/for...t=65846&page=6 post 81.
Find people who will enjoy talking to you. I don’t have time for it.
Everyone has layers of consciousness, and when we talk something we rationalize our impulses and censor or sift them prior to speaking up. The writer has throughout his novels tried to uncouthly express what pops up in human minds. We often try to masquerade our real natures wearing sainthoods covering the "beast" within us. We often stray in dreams and have even sexual relationships with someone out of our matrimonial relationships and if we deny it we do it out of conceit only.
Now you can, if you have studied modern psychology you will understand the sum and substance of what I argued.
Do not try to connect this to my personality. The writer is not what he writes about. He can imagine things and that remains bound to his creative / imaginative faculties