Pavements littered with debris and dust
rise up toward the wedding cake church,
white and unchanged
and hovering above exhausted buildings.
Cars honk by, an ambulance wails;
Ras-el-Hanout, cinnamon, pepper
blend with African rhythms and Chinese salves;
a smart trip-hop-tune booms
out of a my boho neighbour's window;
rusting steel melts under the sun
where railway tracks head for the Gare du Nord
in an entanglement so absolute
that somehow it looks haphazard.
My Indian summer steps lead me
for one last time through narrow lanes
where I cross sari-clad Indians
and white toothed smiles upon black faces,
and young Moroccan eyes saying 'Come On!'
It all feels so familiar and homey,
all fastness, blurry, and turbulence.
The noise of life.
My last days I spend in a cobweb mood,
in and out of boxes, cardboard, plastic, sadness.
And golden sunsets feel weary like a silent goodbye.