This is due to partial amnesia which I spent two years battling. I could not remember what romance was and desperately attempted to find a man who could save me. Alas, the only one who can do that is God.
Words and princes thick surrounding
Masking senses and the heart
Never certain of my footing
Try to choose the better part.
In all this my house divided.
The mem’ry and my life shut down,
Aching to restore the sharpness
Once I felt as solid ground.
And the princes still confusing
Twisting my poor aching mind
Into shapes I can’t remember
Struggling images I find.
Something in the soul that trembles
Something I’ve forgotten through
And though yet I can’t recall it
Surely know I that it’s true.
Which one prince will gain that fondness?
Which the hero makes it whole?
How and why will each grant shelter?
Which of them subdue the soul?