I had to I needed to I turned to see you one last time one last goodbye-
I was only human after all;
my husband was godlike my husband did not turn but how could he leave you behind without even saying goodbye-
now you are etched in my mind as my features are etched on my face;
one last glimpse of you-
but I loved you I loved your sinfulness, I could forgive;
but god could not-
especially after everything even god's decree but I had to see you one last time I had to say goodbye;
my husband the pious my husband the stoic did not even turn-
for me