I sit and think
I think about you
the things you do
how you pretend and lie
just are so fake
you make me envy
envy what you have
and what you had
The one good thing you had
you threw away
and it came to me
now your back
just to take it from me
thats all I ponder about
thats all I think
I think your out to get me
but it is I who makes it that way
for you have done nothing to me
showed no interest in me
or the what it is that i have
but all I can do
Sit and think
that your out to get me
and what I have
I go out of my way
just to make sure you cant
take that thing that I have
which I convinced myself you want
and that your out to get me
but the thing i have is not just a thing
it is a person, a friend
rather the most important person to me
I think you want him back
but he is not yours to take
I sit and obsess
wait for you to do so
but it will not happen
for he is mine
and not yours to take