asalaamu alaikukum and hello to everyone!!
Has anyone ever had deep thoughts just purely about Allah, His divine and infinite existence ? I am not reffering to just having thoughts of just acknowledging his existence only but thoughts of how it came to be?? At the same time I am not questioning or doubting him or Islam but just trying to gain a deeper understanding to appreciate it all. However I was told not to think to deep into such things. Can anyone offer me an explanation as to why it is not permissible??