why should I be a beleiver ? Is there a god? I do not care whether there is god or ot. If there is one who created me, then he will take care of me. If he is reallly merciful he will he will guide me and save me from committing sins, and from going astray. If he is the one to have created everything and our minds he must be answerable for all we do. Good or bad.
The point whether there is god or not does not interest me at all. I am not a strong beleiver. I am not a temple goer. Chrisianity, No it does not appeal to me. Christ does. His sermons on the mounts are really something that can save us from falling. So is the Buddha.
I do no find them divine. They loved not out of divinity but of humanity. They are great humans.
I like Marx also. Marx was a materialist and did not beleive in God and religion was something he dispelled. So what whether he was a beleiver or not? But he lived for humanity selflessly till his last breathe tirelessly and unremittingly.
He lived for a cause that had to do with humanity. This humanist appealed to me immensely. Yet communism failed somewhere but not everywhere despite there incisive allegatios against communism by western medias. I do not always belleive in what the media say. At times medias become mouth peices of of despots.
I am not a theist nor an atheist. In fact we have diverse ideas. If we are really honest we are not the same at all times. Sometimes we have a tinge of beleif and at others we have different views. In fact we have different views on different things.
Sometimes when I read marx, Freud, Russel I become rationally and scientifically bent and athesim appeals to me and at others when I read the Buddha and Christ and Krishna I have a different feeling and I will be close to theism
Honesty is better than any other idelogy. I am like that and choose to share with you all that I feel.